No doubt in my mind that positives can be easier than 'riding the wave of the negative', it just takes practice to make positives come true. With negatives, you accept the crisis and go with the crisis surrendering to it. Postives you steer in and out of tight corners with both hands on the wheel. I assure you, no matter how bad the pain is, how terrible this is, you can clean your body of this little bad cell cluster. You won't be the first to do it. Think of the cells, and cancel them with the good cells attacking them. Do you have a negative thought? Cancel it, don't let it enter your mind. You can kill these bad cells, and EVEN kill them in other people that you love... it will be your attitude that starts the process. Remember, pretty is, is what pretty does...

What distinguishes the cancer-cell from the normal body-cell is an overestimation of it's own ego.The rebirth of the spirit always presupposes a death, and this death is that of the ego.
The Islamic mystic Rumi sums this up.
A man came to the door of his beloved and knocked.A voice asked who is there? It is I , he replied. said the voice,The is no room for thee and me, the door remained shut.
After a year of loneliness and privation the man came back and knocked again. From inside a voice asked? Who is there ? It is thou, said the man.And the door was opened to him.