HAPPY HOLIDAYS This is a very hard time for most of use, whilst the world is busy stuffing everything they can down there throats, we have to be so choosy, to spicy, to strong, pain etc, the rest of the world haven't got a clue what it is like, I remember last year trying to manage a bit of Christmas Cake, and the pain I went through, so all of the new 'ops and the new rad people, my thoughts are with you. BIG BERA HEALING HUGS

Doug is still on his feeding tube...which fell out on Thanksgiving day! ...so we had to go to hospital and get it put back in..but I just fasted with him that day. I plan to do the same for Christmas in the spirit of solidarity..we are just going to watch old movies and read because I just can't imagine trying to watch everyone else eat and having to sit there with Jevity-in-a-tube. Here's to everyone eating again before this time next year!

Chirstmas will i am sure be strange for me this year, not sure how i will be as will be at week 5 in radiotheropy. I personnlay want my family arround me to carry on as normal and have chirstmas dinner and all the festivities this i hope will give me some sort of normallity.

Bye for now

John