Tonight my breathing ain't great. Each time I swallow now is like joints cracking, I can also feel my airways constricting. I'm due to see doctor at 9.50 in the morning. On tuesday he told me I had nothing to worry about, and he would see me the following monday - can't wait that long now. I can't understand exactly what and why it has happened but for instance - tues evening around eleven thirty. After the elation of learning I was cancer free only a few hours ago at the surgery, I am now in bed, cold sweats, Ann my wife is crying I've told her I think Doctor has made a mistake. I decide to get up and take some sudafed and also another antibiotic. Why I don't know, after half hour or so swallowing a lot easier, relaxed must have been really infected - I tell Ann not to worry Dr. right all along. Wednesday seen similar episode hot cold Dr. made mistake again, take more medication gunge is coating my tongue, sweating, but swallowing and breathing better later on Dr. right again. Thurs not great all day, my throat now sore and stiff. Medication does not help because it cant seem to find any more infection or gunge ???? really don't know where infection came from, I wish I could find more sweat and gunge and swallow and breath easy, and tell Ann - it will be alright. I have just taken another self examination, my throat is very blistered, the back of my tongue is a real mess like before but more angry, and bigger. Jesus I am really scared and tired.